De Profundis–Life In Blogcn

2008.07.13 09:12:00

如果世界在十分钟后终结,我想我会欢呼...不,十分钟太长,长得足够去回忆思考然后
惊慌失措.十分钟真的是太长,应该做却没做的,不应该做却做了的,伤害过我的,被我伤
害的,无望的等待中被消耗的青春,肆无忌惮中被挥霍的青春,平庸的中年和形影相
吊的老年.我...又怎么可能关心这个世界,我可以不知廉耻地说,我只关心我自己,
其他的一切都是铺垫...这样说是不是太...我也不知道怎么形容..太把自己当回事儿?
算了吧,我对道德毫无兴趣.世界仅仅是非我和我之间的媒介.我要的是立即马上,就象
滑滑梯一样流畅得进入下个一状态,或者让世界末日不知不觉地溜进永恒的当下,
和这个我之间的一切一笔勾销.

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2008.04.01 00:09:00

quest

If you stick to it, there is a nine out of ten possibility that you would probably
end up in a vicious circle from which escape is nowhere in sight.

quest=u keep groping for it + there has never been a destination

I am not denying the possibility of meaning. There is a destination out there, of which
I do not have the slightest doubt. All I am saying is there has never been an
unmediated reality. Illusory as illusion is, it is necessery.

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2008.03.29 21:58:00

a phenomenology of distance

同样的路线,白天和夜晚区别却如此之大.
目的地太过清晰的奔跑难免煎熬,专注于
此时此地,达到与不达到似乎都不再是问
题.生物性的身体固然存在,人却如此被
无型的精神所控制.我称之为路程的现象学.

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2008.03.15 09:46:00

viser

世界上的符号已经远远超过了事物,而你只是助纣为虐，为何不为
自身的内在所指感到羞耻

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2008.01.12 22:56:00

the room

It was a room where the very concept of
this life was questioned...a room so big
yet so small...so stuffed with items yet
so empty...so touchable yet so abstract...
It was a room to another sphere...
It was a place of non-place.

Comme je descendais des Fleuves impassibles, Je ne me sentis plus guidé par les haleurs

Arthur Rimbaud

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2008.01.08 23:11:00

distance degree-zero

Who are you? You are the simulacrum of myself.
But what of this immense enigma of language?
Doesn't it tell something of what you are?
Not in the least. Perhaps the best thing that
can be said about it is that it's all a big
simulacrum. The fucked-up life that you've
led...le genie malin...the truth and the
make-believes...the one that envelopes you
in warmness...the one that chokes you...
the...in short...this incomprehensible
truth of faith....

Once beyond a certain point in time, distance
turns zero.

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2007.12.01 13:26:00

逃避是最勇敢的

你让我知道逃避原来终究是勇者的行为,与周遭的世界彻底地绝决.被孤立又如何?

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2007.11.06 12:05:00

再读笑傲江湖

We were born with a curse to rise above the animaility
,to be drown in a dimension that should never be
realized.
The sheer obliviousness to the earth that we tread upon
shall land each fantasizer in disaster.

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